You said the endlessness of hell troubles you. It troubles me too, often, and I nearly doubt it but then I remember this is the words of Jesus himself. I leave Gospel tracts out when I go out. I feel like a litter bug, but I do speak to the boys who deliver my groceries. I'm at the end of my life probably. Just an old lady and not strong. But I must do more. Thankyou for your message. God bless you for your loyalty to the Gospel.